this time a yr ago pete i was in a very bad place, i was distraught and could not function properly, today i am so much better you would be proud of your pal,i am slowly building my life again, learning to live without my best friend, coping with whatever life throws at me,but always you are there with me,helping me to do things, just being your wife made me so proud my love, for your sake i go on and hope one day you will say well done petal i knew you could do it, i will always love you pete xxxxxxxxxxxxx